Winter solstice 2022

Winter solstice 2022

Another spin around the sun, and the light returns as promised.

May 2023 be a spectacular year full of joy and satisfaction.

Thanks for sharing the journey with me. xoxo T

Christ in the Desert Monastery, Rio Chama, New Mexico

Doors with opposing handles

 

White Lakes, New Mexico, roadside, bar, ruins, abandoned places, abandoned building

Roadside bar reimagined

 

White Lakes, New Mexico, roadside, bar, ruins, abandoned places, abandoned building, chain gang, standard oil

Standard Oil Products

 

Arizona, Pipeline fire, Flagstaff, wild fire, forest fire

The Pipeline Fire

 

montana, badger

Badgers!

 

Sheep mountain, Montana

Sheep Mountain View

 

thunderstorm, cumulonimbus, shelf cloud, cloudspotters, New Mexico, storm, clouds

Shelf cloud rolls ahead of the rain

 

giraffe, Namibia, Africa, Southern Africa

Oh, yeah, Namibia boys

 

Namibia, Africa, Southern Africa, Sossusvlei, red sand, red dunes, salt flats, salt pans, desert

It’s a long walk

 

New Mexico, aerial photo, airplane, landscape

New Mexico from 12,000 feet

 


New Mexico, ruins, abandoned places, abandoned building

A view of the pond from the house I can’t find again.

Things you find in the desert

Things you find in the desert

The desert always holds the unexpected.

A coal, oil, lumber train lumbering through sage and creosote.

Great blue herons wading through a still Rio Grande channel surrounded by autumn cattails and reflected in rain-muddied water.

A fall watercolor of saltgrass to sage, sage to willow, willow to cottonwood, the details of texture and color fuzzy, delicately bleeding onto the page.

Subtlety is an art form.

Great blue heron, Bosque del Apache, New Mexico, national wildlife refuge, desert oasis, desert

 

Great blue heron, Bosque del Apache, New Mexico, national wildlife refuge, desert oasis, desert, cottonwood, willow, Rio Grande River

The last time I was at the ocean

The last time I was at the ocean

Only a couple of months ago. The South Atlantic in Namibia. The cold water, the cold air, the African sun. Pebbles like rolled glass. I collected some of these against my better thoughts. The pier with hot chocolate for the KilcherKinder. Wine for me and Constantin, a different form of warmth on a cold day. African winter, not something one believes in. Barefoot in the cold sand, the high surf, tide. Flamingos in flight, their pink bodies, kinked necks, and streaming legs like an afterthought, “Don’t forget us!” Houses, building at the beach’s edge. Too close, too certain. Is there no storm surge, no risk?

This ocean I see daily, the ocean of desert, the ocean of grass, cholla, juniper, and pinyon. It is not lifeless as many think. No more lifeless than the oceans of water. We dismiss too much. The surface belies nothing of what lies underneath. If we can’t see it, does it not exist?

The ocean, power, depth, crashing waves, fluid, flowing, cleansing. What does it know? What does it see? What do we deny?

My mind stalls. The ocean draws me. Always has. Yet I have no more words to express, explain desire, need, floating, held, drifting to the lulling, the rhythmic calm of ocean. Sensory overload via deprivation.

New Mexico, juniper, pinyon, ocean, grassland, grass, clouds

The Road not Taken Enough