A few billion-piece jigsaw puzzle

You’ll need the box

These slopes surround Longyearbyen. A jumble of billions of pieces of talus could, with a bit of patience and a lot of time, be put back together. Rock caps give way to steep slopes and mounds of coal mine tailings stretch across the valley floor, all creeping toward the fjord. Rock slides etch the ridges with geometric patterns that stand out under light snow cover. Ridge after ridge stands against the sky, crumbling into the earth.

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A billion pieces…

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A few billion more…

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Maybe a bigger table…

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Or the floor

 

 

Day by day

The beginning

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Afternoon light and cloud shadows play on snowy mountains.

As you may know, in October 2018, I spent three weeks in the Norwegian archipelago of Svalbard as a member of The Arctic Circle, an annual expeditionary residency program. Sailing from the town of Longyearbyen on the three-masted Barquentine ship, Antigua, we explored the coast and fjords, the light, textures, sounds, and landscapes, following the western edge of Spitsbergen, the largest and only permanently populated island of the archipelago, to the south and to the north and back again to Longyearbyen. In between, we motored; we sailed, putting up and pulling down sails; we ate and laughed; we heard stories of our shipmates, the residents, and the crew; we explored on foot, in the Zodiac, in the ship; we saw reindeer and seals, a handful of birds, polar bear tracks and snow angels; we heard glaciers; we watched the sun revolve around the horizon morning to night and again; we saw the aurora; it snowed, it rained, it was cold, windy, foggy, and raw; it was sunny, blue, and gorgeous; the water was calm and it was not; and day by day, we lost daylight as we revolved our way closer to the Polar Night and winter. And day by day, we lost, in the smallest modern human-pampered-on-a-ship way, what it meant to be separate from the landscape.

There is a lot to tell in this tale. And there is a lot that I cannot express, neither through words nor in my photographs. I kept a journal, of course, but it is perfunctory. I was too enthralled and engaged with the place and the people, too overloaded with the intensity of the space. My introverted anti-social self was in way over my head. Finding calm headspace to reflect and express the experience did not happen for me on board. And writing onshore in the cold and wet, well, many of you know my handwriting. In the months (!) since I meandered in and out of my photos, racing through them initially to share what may be of interest to the rest of the residents and crew, I bogged down when it came time to express the meat of the place in my images.

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Arctic geometry: angles, triangles, and plane plains.

Via email, I lamented to my sweet friend Linda that I was not keeping up with my blog, ideas were percolating but I was reluctant to put them on paper or into the ether. Her response, “my sense is that you saw too much, know too much and hurt too much. Your slowness in letting it out is, I believe, more kind to us who think it’s going to hurt us too much.”

My lazier self says, yes, I am being kind. My practical self knows not where to begin or how to convey the mesmerizing passage of time and light in a place known for cold and dark. And, as this place passes from our memory in the years of melting ahead, I will mourn, as with all things, not for its passing but for my loss. For our loss. For all those who will not know it and who will wonder at its very existence. Like the miles-long herds of bison and the days-long flights of passenger pigeons, the Arctic is fading.

I don’t believe that we alone are entirely to blame, the planet has long worked in its own mysterious ways, but in no way have we helped. Exploiting everything we could for centuries, erasing landscapes for coal and oil, eliminating people and their ways of life, executing populations of fish and animals for our endless, grinding consumption, we certainly carry the brunt of the shame.

And so, I start the only place I can, with my experience and impressions. Like the Cooper Island series previously posted here, over the coming months I will share my journal, photos, and thoughts. I hope you’ll tag along.

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Pastels meet mountains and sea.

2018 in retrospect, Part II

Part II

An adventure

Switzerland, glacier, Lake Albigna, Bergell Valley, dam,
Lake Albigna, Swizterland
Wales, Welsh, fog, train, morning, mist, mystery
Llandovery
Oslo, Norway, art, gallery, reflections, store, shop, street scene
Oslo, Norway
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Longyearbyen
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Antigua
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Bellsund
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Fridtjovbreen
Oslo, Norway, ice, glacier, snow, winter,Svalbard, Spitsbergen, Longyearbyen, The Arctic Circle, Arctic, Arctic Ocean, Esmarkbreen, Ymerbukta, tall ship, Antigua
Recherechebreen
Oslo, Norway, snow, winter,Svalbard, Spitsbergen, Longyearbyen, The Arctic Circle, Arctic, Arctic Ocean, Esmarkbreen, Ymerbukta, tall ship, Antigua
van Keulenfjorden
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Ice
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Ice 2
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Ice 3
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Recherchebreen
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Blomstrandbreen
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Temple Mountain
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My Fair Haven snow cave
Owyhee, storm,Oregon, Rattlesnake Canyon, Owyhee, eastern Oregon, Oregon desert trail, ONDA
My Fair Cat

2018 in retrospect, Part I

Each year I put together a dozen or so photos that describe the year past. This year I have an extra year’s worth of photos from Svalbard so I am presenting them in two parts. I hope you enjoy them.

Part I

The year stateside.

Oregon, flowers, wildflower
Arrowleaf balsamroot
Oregon, Rattlesnake Canyon, Owyhee, eastern Oregon, Oregon desert trail, ONDA
Rattlesnake Canyon
Owyhee, storm,Oregon, Rattlesnake Canyon, Owyhee, eastern Oregon, Oregon desert trail, ONDA
Owyhee storm
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Painted Hills
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Painted Hills 2
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Bob
Painted Hills, Owyhee, storm,Oregon, Rattlesnake Canyon, Owyhee, eastern Oregon, Oregon desert trail, ONDA, central Oregon, paleontology
Cat
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Crater Lake and Wizard Island
Crater Lake and Wizard Island, Ashland, smoke, smoke season, sunset
Smoke Sunset

OK, people, listen up. This is not a drill.

Approach

This is a drill.

One early autumn afternoon, toward the end of The Arctic Circle residency, many of the residents and crew were on deck pulling down the sails from our morning sailing, enjoying the sun and the views, painting, and chatting. The lead guide, Sarah, came out of the crew quarters, walked directly across the deck to the gunwale gate, opened it, and stepped off the side of the ship. On a day that probably had not risen above freezing, she jumped into the Arctic Ocean. I saw this happen. She was purposeful and composed. And, I thought,  “Why did she do that?”

She was entirely encased in a red survival suit and wearing a life vest. Her face, with rosy cheeks and a few wildly curly locks of hair, was framed in red. John, standing next to me, yelled, “Man overboard” and pointed to her in the water, as we were instructed to do at some distant time in the past.

Everyone on deck scrambled, the Zodiac was lifted and launched, the second mate and another guide jumped in and off they went. By now, only a minute or two later, Sarah had drifted a substantial distance from the ship. The ship turned hard to when the alarm went up but the currents and the wind took her away. I watched with my binoculars. John held his position, not looking away from Sarah’s. She bobbed in the waves, floating easily, and just as easily disappearing into the swells and into the low-angled sunlight. As John later pointed out, it was probably the most peaceful eight minutes of her entire trip with us.

Contact

The Zodiac reached her, and the two women began maneuvering her deadweight into the boat. It took a couple of attempts to gain a solid hold (and why don’t survival suits have handles built in?) before they were able to slide her over the Zodiac’s tubing and onto the floor. They returned to the ship and lifted her out. A drill that required eight minutes, start to finish.

Retrieval

In the Arctic Ocean, two minutes means near certain death. For a ship underway, in heavy seas or the Arctic dark, two minutes is an impossibility. For a crew new to each other, under reasonably controlled circumstances, eight minutes was a good trial.

This is not a drill.

The climate change alarm went off long ago. The global survival suit, a tremendously thin layer of atmosphere between Earth and the universal void, has a few leaks. We’ve long known this. Somewhere along the line, we collectively decided it doesn’t matter and we walked off the side of the ship. I am still thinking, “Why did we do that?”

While many people stand around pointing, a handful more are scrambling to reduce emissions, decrease resource extraction, and increase a range of efficiencies. We can’t turn the whole planet hard to, or launch a Zodiac to drag floating carbon back to Earth.

Antigua depth sounding in the uncharted waters of Lilliehöökfjorden. The glacier, Lilliehöökbreen, background right, retreated enough recently to open this entire bay. Antigua felt her way into the unknown depths ranging from 4m to 70m. She draws 3.2m

I repeat this is not a drill.

Whether or not you believe in climate change, whether the climate change I believe in is caused by human-made CO2 or fluctuations in solar radiation, it is hard to deny that Earth is changing. Storm seasons are shifting, intensity, duration, and total numbers increasing. Droughts and floods are deepening, fire seasons extending, desertification encroaching. Glaciers are melting and pack ice is not forming. Animal ranges are expanding and contracting to retreat from or fill in newly (in)hospitable territory. Some creatures are disappearing entirely; waters are too warm, too acidic, too stagnant. Parasites and diseases previously kept in check by heat/cold/ water/drought are rampaging through populations that were once better able to withstand a seasonal, rather than a year-round, onslaught.

In reality, it doesn’t matter what we believe. The Earth is in rapid motion in uncharted territory.

My recommendation is, get the crew together and run a few emergency drills. We need the practice.

Blomstrandbreen glacier, foreground, was attached to Blomstrandhalvøya. It was thought that there was a peninsula under the glacier. It wasn’t until the glacier melted that an island was exposed. Note the tiny people lower right foreground.

Mixed Media

Tools of the trade

Not known for my technical skills or my use of cutting-edge technology, I found some photography challenges in Svalbard. The cold, the instant fog-up when entering the ship cabin (which opened directly onto the always-steamy galley), low light, great distances, ship motion, focusing while wearing mittens (not to mention shooting while wearing mittens), snowfall, rain, bow spray, and wind along with a host of computer program and storage space issues left me reeling with the feeling that many of my photos would be utter failures. There were no second chances; ships keep moving and the sun never really rises.

What I didn’t expect was some of these problems contributing to more interesting photos. The pixilation caused by low light, a zoom lens, and a high ISO creates the illusion of watercolor in some. Others appear as line drawings, pastels, or Suminogashi prints. The photos have more texture and less detail. Sharp edges give way to soft brushstrokes and smudged impressions.

My analytical, sharp-edged mind concedes; maybe the challenges added up to brilliant success in an unexpected form.

 

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The billion-piece puzzle of pixilated tallus slopes on Hellvetiafellet and the waning moon above Longyearbyen.

 

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Isfjorden takes on the color of a glacier while the mountains hide against the sky and peak out from behind the clouds – paper marbling at its finest.

 

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A curious seal peers through a Monet-style painting.

 

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The jagged beach on Gåsøyane looks across to watercolor-softened mountains.

 

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The pastel view from Gåsøyane.

 

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Antigua at anchor in the Impressionist Billefjorden.

 

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Another Monet, return from Svenskehuset, across the tundra, mud mountain, and rogue waves.

The Road not Taken Enough